Wednesday, September 13, 2006


pada 6 september 2006 (kiranya malam 7 september 2006). aku bermimpi sesuatu yang best.. kata org2 tua, bila mimpi dpt ikan maknanya mimpi nak dpt rezeki yang byk....


Citernye begini.....

Alkisah, aku yang tengah penat sgt sbb drive dari KL ke kuantan hari rabu tu tertidur dgn nyenyaknya malam tu. rasanya setelah aku tidur agak lama barula mimpi tu bermula. Aku mimpi aku pegi memancing kat sungai pahang kat kuantan. Aku guna tali tangsi halus dengan umpan cacing, kalau tak silap la. takda kayu pancing pun. mula2 tu rasa macam slippery gak, tapi aku start pancing. first bila aku terasa macam ikan dah sambar umpan, aku relax dulu... aku main-main kan tali pancing hinggala ikan tu lemah. sebab aku dah tau, if aku sentap mesti tali akan putus. so bila aku tarik, dapatla ikan tenggiri besar. gembira tuhan sahaja yang tau. pastu akau pancing lagi guna teknik yang sama. dapat lagi ikan. ada yang dapat kepala ikan sahaja. tapi aku guna satu umpan sahaja. bila dapat kepala ikan sahaja, aku sedih, tapi aku ingat mak aku kata masa dalam mimpi tu, kepala ikan pun takpa... boleh dimakan lagi. abang pun dapat macam aku..kata mak aku dalam mimpi. Aku ingat lagi, mula-mula aku dapat ikan sungai, tapi mak aku kata tu ikan laut sebab aku pancing kat muara sungai. sebab aku nak bagi ayah aku makan sama, dia tak suka ikan sungai.

bila aku pikir2 balik, bila masa aku pernah pegi memancing. aku punya skill dalam mimpi macam orang yang dah terror jek...

Tapi bila aku try tafsir mimpi tu ikut kepala otak aku...begini pendapat aku.

Maknanya akan datang rezeki yang baik yang menggembirakan ibu dan bapa aku kelak. Tetapi untuk mendapatkan rezeki itu, aku mesti guna teknik/cara yang betul dan mesti tak boleh putus asa. Aku juga mesti belajar berpuas hati dengan apa sahaja rezeki yang Allah kurniakan...InsyaAllah.

why i like this picture


She is very novelty...
She is what she wants to be
She has short hair
She shows her royal heir
She form in red glimpse
She is the truly beam
She stand with edgy pose
She is the disciplinary poise
She is what she is..
Because she signify the inner of me...

Sara latest picture.

my life as it flows

This is haifa sara. She starts to use 1 word utterance as her first spoken language. Guest what...! her popular words are "na" and "mak". She overgeneralize these word to anyone she likes. But i wonder..she does not use either words for me. Maybe she has specific remembrance for me. I guess lah..

She was born in April 2005 (if i am not mistaken). She is very determine person but very soft hearted. If she wants something, we must give it to her immediately. I said immediately.... Otherwise, she will merajuk and will never ask for that thing again. If we try to persuade her pun...she refuse dah... She does not want it anymore. Susahkan... my mom always said.."esok.. teruk husband dia kena pujuk dia je" will see...

But....she is very easy child to manage. She is ok with everyone and knows how to draw everyone attention to her. My dad said, she is in second place for 'family top chart'. When i asked him who is in first place, my dad said "sara jugak".....?????. La..she conquer both place. Maybe if i ask who is in third place, the answer will be the same. (My dad likes to rank his favourite person in the house. But all of us understand that its only a joke. I don't mind if i am not in his list pun.. because its only his way of saying appreciation to anyone who manage to make him happy-current situation) Susah ke nak buat my dad happy? I will write about him later..

Ok..maybe that's all about Sara/aya/sera... Muah....

Monday, August 14, 2006


my dear "fruit children"

Amir Fariman the cheekiest but very determine person. Don't mess with him.

Afif Izhar the cutest and the "manjest". Like a pooh bear.

Iman safia the glimpse. Also worldwide known as KAKAK jr. She is like a new hot brand in the market. Her trademark "a" all the time.

Haifa Sara the baby doll. Look at her face, eyes, cheek etc...everythings are so irresistable. But if she gives that angry look...ohhoo, say your own prayer la...

Abang Imam the not-so-wise-but-very-matured. He is the abangst. Ask him to take care of sara, he will try his 'best'

And me...their aunty.

beritahu sahaja

Akukah itu
Yang merenung dari kejauhan
Mencari penghujung malam
Akukah itu
Berteleku sendirian
Merentas beberapa zaman
Akukah itu
Yang mencari nada silam
Dengan gitar harapan
Akukah itu
Yang melagukan irama sumbang
Dengan tarian pincang
Akukah itu
Yang menyulam gelap malam
Jadi hamparan mimpi
Akukah itu
Mata terpejam
Dengan jiwa menerawang
Akukah itu
Yang penuh kecurigaan
Dengan kehidupan sekarang.......

Assalamualaikum

16:38 monday 14082006

My own blog has been successfully made.
Lots of things need to be learned...
Will start walking a step at a time.

Ms J